When I read “free” I thought, “What is there to lose!” I knew I would get life-altering clarity, and that’s exactly what I need right now. Authenticity in my actions, my words, my passion, my intent – in all aspects of my life – interpersonal, my marriage, my family relationships, my career. I am trying – I truly feel myself putting in the effort to be authentic and to say what I mean and mean what I say with no reading between the lines to figure out what I’m actually trying to say. And…alternately, believe that the person I am talking to is being authentic themselves. That takes trust. And trust isn’t exactly my strong suit.
So here I found myself in SoulShift with the, THE Briana Borten. Day one of three. Yes – I get three days of this woman! For free!
I am ready to dive in and participate but I am afraid of what will happen when I do. I am afraid of my power that I may come to know and own. It feels like I am not a safe person – I am too broken, too defective to be good for anyone.
My intention is to understand what is holding me back from taking the steps to realize my dreams. I know what I need to do, but I am not doing it. Why? That is what I hope to answer at the end of these three days, along with having the zest to do those steps now, today, once and for all.
Photo by Jay Castor on Unsplash
